18/06/2015 20:04
Siapa sangka,Dia yang dari dulu selalu dikelilingin, main atau bahkan bersama si dia yang dari timur,
Ternyata di garis akhir tetep dipasangin sama yang di tempat asal?
Mungkin ini salah satu contoh sederhana dari peribahasa,
Kuman di seberang lautan tampak,
Gajah di pelupuk mata tidak tampak.
Hehe
Namanya takdir memang sulit ditebak ya kawan-kawan.
11/06/2015 21:26
They said, it's not growing up when you don't even lose one or two (or maybe more) of your friend or the one who used to be your other half or the important one on your life. They said, it's on the phase, either we'll ready or not, things actually will fade away as we grow up. Things change, people left. That's why, they always regret their choice when they were young, hoping that they will grow up fast.
If they said so,
I guess I'm pretty much growing up now, eh?
Been 19 years and six months, and I'm on point where I'm no longer counting how much people who left me behind or simply just disappeared without any words.
I'm on point where I'm too tired to get offended when people stop talking to me.
Too tired to keep the memories alive.
I'm on point where I'm too tired to get offended when people stop talking to me.
Too tired to keep the memories alive.
Too tired to keep the thread.
I'm just,
Too tired for trying.
Because I've been trying so many times and you don't even know.
I'm just,
Too tired for trying.
Because I've been trying so many times and you don't even know.
But well, as they said,
It's normal. It's on the phase, isn't it?
08/06/2015 00:48
Maybe it's temporary, and days later (or even by the day when I wake up tomorrow) I will forget how it feels like to be on this point of life. The time when I feel so alive that it feels like I have no burdens and there shouldn't be anything else I should be worried.
I have met some of my old mates on elementary just today. We usually just gathered in one place and awkwardly grouping each other, then leave the place as we feel satisfied enough "meeting" each other. But today was different. I guess it's because we all are grown up now, it's quiet loud when we gathered, and feels like time passed sooooooo fast when we were there.
I used to be that one friend who always decline to attending that kind of event when it comes to "reunion" things. It's not because I don't like it, but simply because I don't feel like we should be blended to be one. "They are just out my league." I usually mumbling that as I look up the messages when someone invited me. But thinking about it now, I guess I'm just too over the top back then lel what an arrogant bitj.
They are all grown up now. I'm so lucky that I have that kind of friends around me. That childhood friends that make me who am I. The one that also take a part to build myself so I could be as I am today. We are living and growing up on the same environment as we were kids. It just...
You know,
You know that I'm struggling with the environment I'm growing up now,
You know that I'm struggling with people who I'm growing up with at the moment,
Friends, and stuff.
It just,
It feels like I found my old mates that will always support me on everything I do,
the one who will never judge me for being who I am,
and the one who will accept all my flaws without questioning all the stupid stuffs.
04/06/2015 18:39
Walking out of your comfort zone isn't as easy as it thought, though.
But at least, I'm proud of you because you (finally) take a step to start it.
You've done your best!
Keep going, Raline! ; )
